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  <title>smile...</title>
  <subtitle>even though your heart is breaking.</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>rachel</name>
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  <updated>2007-10-17T03:00:35Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deserves_a_stab:19090</id>
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    <title>deserves_a_stab @ 2007-03-25T22:55:00</title>
    <published>2007-03-26T05:58:56Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-26T06:00:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/goal99/"&gt;goal99&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>deserves_a_stab @ 2007-02-15T18:30:00</title>
    <published>2007-02-15T18:31:38Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-15T18:31:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Hi, I hate myself &amp; I can't believe what I've become.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deserves_a_stab:17208</id>
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    <title>deserves_a_stab @ 2006-01-04T16:26:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-05T00:22:27Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-05T00:22:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">And it was all true how they said you'd do anything for love.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deserves_a_stab:12043</id>
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    <title>deserves_a_stab @ 2005-09-10T18:45:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-11T02:28:38Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-26T02:28:50Z</updated>
    <lj:music>rest in piss</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so yeaaaah. it's been two weeks since i went to camp. shows what a fucking lazy ass i am. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08573.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08536.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so we stole the guys' shoes during the day when they went swimming. we didn't know what to do with them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08538.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they decided to attack first.. by naming their territory.. wait, is that what gangster do, right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08548.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we just ended up hanging outside for awhile... it was probably 1-2am?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08549.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;marlowe tried sneaking on us by waiting to see what we're gonna do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08550.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he climbed up and gave up cuz we saw him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08551.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;about 1am, marlowe put this on our window&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we knocked on their door and asked if we could borrow some dvds, &lt;br /&gt;but then they said "we'll go over there in 5 minutes and they gave us the cases, &lt;br /&gt;without the dvds. it was hilarious cuz it took us awhile to realize that the dvds &lt;br /&gt;weren't in there. we all picked out a movie to watch.. but maryanne says "wait, &lt;br /&gt;why did they give us the dvd's like nothing?" so we checked them...... and BAM. &lt;br /&gt;nothing was in there.&lt;br /&gt;they came back to our door and mooned us. :( they have such white booties.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08553.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08552.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(yeaah, i speak gangster)&lt;br /&gt;ahahahaha, we got pads and wrote on them. and decided to stick it on their window.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08557.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;melanie sticking some pads on the window&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08558.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;valerie knocking on their window&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08559.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and then... marlowe knocked on our door, well, since he was the only one awake. and we got boxers on our door knob.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08560.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WTF IS THAT!!!!?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08561.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think it's chocolate. .......i hope it is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08556.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we opened our door and we saw marlowe attempting to do something. but we caught him... "DAMN BITCHES. AUUUUGH, BITCHES!!!!!!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08562.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was about 5am and we decided to just chill outside, but we ended up finding marlowe hiding behind their stairs... (i wonder what that is behind marlowe...)&lt;br /&gt;he told us it was only him who was awake, the rest of the guys were dead asleep. so.. we went into the guys room..&lt;br /&gt;and did this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08563.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08564.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08565.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't know.... sugar and lotion, i don't know!!! shut up! i stuck &lt;br /&gt;a pad that had gel and lip gloss next to stephen's face. but i didn't&lt;br /&gt;take a picture, too afraid he'd wake up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08566.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when we were done, we were like "Wtf. where'd marlowe go?" so we &lt;br /&gt;ran to our room and found him writing on our mirror.&lt;br /&gt;so marlowe went to bed and it was about 530am and the guys woke&lt;br /&gt;up and we heard them laughing while we were lying in bed.&lt;br /&gt;fucking hilarious shit. i heard stephen yell. they knocked at &lt;br /&gt;our door, and we totally forgot that marlowe had those pringle&lt;br /&gt;tube thingys and opened our door..... and oh. my gosh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08567.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;marlowe tilted the cans against our door so that when we'd open the door..... it'd spill.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08571.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i filled it up with the ingredients that marlowe put in.. (water, soap, exclude the shaving cream, and i added the shitty boxers in it)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08572.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SHUT UP, I KNOW I HAVE A LONG THUMB!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we gave up, cuz we saw jessica's mom walking by and we ran inside&lt;br /&gt;and just went to sleep. it was maybe 530 when we went to bed. we had to wake up at 7am :(&lt;br /&gt;we ate breakfast and went to the sanctuary and listened to service.. well, kinda... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08583.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08588.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08584.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;damn, that is one hot tatoo... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mayzie fell asleep, and i just fell asleep on her.... &lt;br /&gt;we ate lunch and then went swimming afterwards&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08589.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wtf is that shit on your peach fuzz?&lt;br /&gt;i got baptised!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;and we just swam with the guys til 4...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08590.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y293/tragedyxlove/camp/DSC08601.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sup hardcore. yes, that's karl who works at ae. you don't have to remind him twice on myspace.. geez.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we left the place about 5 and then i road with stephen, mikey, and marlowe.. and they told me their stories when they got high.&lt;br /&gt;i got home and slept the whole day and then the next day... i went to school for only 2 hours and my mom picked me up cuz i wanted&lt;br /&gt;to go home and sleep :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is one fucking long ass blog.....&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deserves_a_stab:1365</id>
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    <title>FABIO!!!!</title>
    <published>2005-03-24T09:50:34Z</published>
    <updated>2007-10-17T03:00:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>get up kids - one year later</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02003.jpg" border="10"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was jeff's birthday on monday. &lt;br /&gt;and we celebrated it yesterday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"be cool" = stupid movie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we played halo2 at jeff's house.&lt;br /&gt;at the beginning of the night, i had one kill.&lt;br /&gt;(AND IT WAS JEFF!)&lt;br /&gt;at the end of the night, i had &lt;b&gt;6&lt;/b&gt; kills.&lt;br /&gt;i'm addicted to it even though i suck.&lt;br /&gt;I WANNA PLAY IT NOW!&lt;br /&gt;"rachel, i think you should use the rocket launchers."&lt;br /&gt;'oh, i don't know how to fly those'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay, whatever. here's some pictures.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy birthday fabio!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01997.jpg" border="10"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after the bowling alley we went to burger king.&lt;br /&gt;i got a cheeseburger :]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;deeril is drug-free. NOT! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01987.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oobe, what are you doing?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01988.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chillennnn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01989.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i like the way deeril drinks his drink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01990.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;asians.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01991.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;???? i just know its philip's hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01992.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;philip likes to listen to my ipod.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01993.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MYSPACEEE - paul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01994.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01995.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01996.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cuh she coo like dat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01998.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alan walking on that thing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC01999.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he almost fell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02000.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but, he makes it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02002.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ISN'T SHE A QT PIE?!?!?!!!!!! &amp;lt;333&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02005.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;paul washing his hands in the sprinkler&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02006.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;b-rad, you look old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02007.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after the movies, we went to jeff's house and played monopoly and halo2. fun stuff. i love those guys. &amp;lt;33&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MY PUPPY IS EMO!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/lj.jpg" border="10"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;say hi!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02009.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mi madre and my dog&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02012.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my cousin's dog&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02021.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when i came home, it started rain.&lt;br /&gt;then i saw a rainbow!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02022.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v626/heartxattack5/fabio/DSC02023.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="8pt"&gt;the end.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i didn't sleep til 5am this morning.&lt;br /&gt;eeep! thank goodness i'm part chinese,&lt;br /&gt;i don't get eye bags! :]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ps, is it just me, or is photobucket getting shitty&lt;/b&gt;??????</content>
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    <title>deserves_a_stab @ 2005-03-17T19:07:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-18T03:07:47Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-12T22:36:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the get up kids - long goodnight</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friends only bitches.&lt;br /&gt;comment, add, maybe.&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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